It's been pretty good for the past couple of days. I'm still sick, and mid-terms are here. I have been trying to get caught up on all my work. This weekend is so busy for me :'( . I have to work and to go to church and to study for mid-terms and to clean my house and to call the Humane Society and..ugh! I will be glad when spring break gets here. I need a break. Rain, rain, rain. When it's raining we want sun, when it's hot we want cold, when it's cold we want hot, when we get what we wanted we realize we want something else more. People are soo complicated! Life is too short. Be happy with what ya got and thank God for giving you what he wants you to have. Don't get mad over stupid little things. People get so defensive of their opinions or ideas. Diversity is apart of life. Deal with it. I love diversity. It makes life interesting. I am determined to try my hardest and to the best of my ability to do as good as I can in all of my classes. I am a hard worker, and I am still getting used to having to balance everything. I may be struggling a little bit, but I'm learning. I wrote an awesome poem the other day. I love poetry. I started writing it when I was nine. I've always been involved in the arts. I am a free spirit. My mom always says that I have the spirit of a wild horse (in a good way). I roam free, not much bothers me. I love life. try to tell me I can't and I'll buck harder than anything to prove you wrong. ANYWAYS! I guess that's enough for today. Au revoir!

It's been an absolutely crazy weekend. Not one I expected. I had planned on going home this past weekend to spend some time with my family, but then I got a phone call after my last class on Friday. My mom informed me that papaw had been in a head on collision and was being air lifted to Erlanger. I quickly packed my things and rushed home but before I could make it to the hospital he died. So this weekend was a weekend spent with family, at an unexpected and heartbreaking event. Again, not what I expected. After the funeral monday I drove back home and got in at about 11:30 PM. I have been sick for the past 4 days, and I'm tired. I really hope my teachers will let me make-up my work that I missed. I am so afraid that I'll be behind now. I can't think of anything else to say. I would like to dedicate this blog to Papaw Williams. Goodbye.

Today, despite the rain, is a wonderful day. There's this guy that I've grown up with because our parents are friends, and we've been like brother and sister all of our lives, I love him soo much! Anyways, he called me this morning while I was getting ready for school. It really made my day! So when I go home this weekend I get to have lunch with him and his wife! I am soo excited about going home this weekend! I get to see my animals and family! School is interesting today. I have a crush on this guy (I know it sounds very highschool but I can't help it), I bumped into him today. He's soo cute!! Anyways, I gotta go. Later.

Ok so, today has been great so far. I had breakfast and it was good and class has been good all day too. It's a little bit chilly today. I'm soo tired of this crazy weather! It is insane! I have choir at 4 and then a tanning bed appt. at 5:15 and then maybe working out and homework then revival at 7. If you don't consider me a busy person, I'll laugh at you in your face!..hahaha..I am really bored and trying to waste time till my next class. I watched a movie with my best friend on Valentines day, "He's just not that into you.", it was soo good!..Genuinely funny. Valentines day made me a little sad though cause I was hanging out with her and her date...and me..alone. So, I wish I had a perspective other that shared my interests and actually liked me for me, but most guys today aren't into stuff like that. Oh well. What can you do. I am so excited that my fast is over and I can eat normally again!!..yay! Hopefully I won't gain any weight by cramming food in my mouth..HAHAHAHA..I gotta go..Later tater

Extra Credit

So in order to get extra credit for my computer class, I was told I had to start a blog and keep it for a month. So here goes. I have a quiz today in computers and I feel really good about it. I studied hard and it's usually hard for me to remember things but I still think I'll do good. I'm soo excited for 2 o'clock to come! I'm going home with my best friend Savannah to Rome and we are going to have the best time and the best valentines day EVER! Secretly I know my teacher Mr. Fox hates me (I'm only saying this cause he'll read it and I like to keep a good war of nagging going!..haha). I am so broke I can't even afford food!..ahh!..college!..Oh well..I'll look back on this all one day and laugh at how fun it was even though it's really hard to pay all my bills, pay rent, support myself completely and go to school working on the side..haha. Wow. Anyways, I've decided that it's going to be a good day. I realized a long time ago that you can decide what kind of day you have. I guess being older than most folks I go to school with makes me view things a little differently, but I like it for the most part. Unfortunately I have to be done with this cause my class is starting in 10 minutes! See you tomorrow!